YOUR FIRST LOVE:
This is a big question mark for me. I have no idea who my first love was. I had boy friends and puppy love through out middle school and high school. But I never loved anyone like I love Jeremy. Our love was easy, for the first year, I think he only irritated me once and it was because he loved me so much! My love for him grew a million times when we had Jack. I can't explain it, and it didn't happen with all the babies, just Jack. It made me love him so much more deeply. We were truly bonded for life. Then life took over and there was a fussy baby, a small condo that wouldn't sell, there were long, hard hours at work, billsbillsbills! and so much stress. There were fights, and love wasn't so easy anymore. But we had a good connection, a good foundation, and deep down we loved each other so much, just forgot it sometimes. We have been together for 8.5 years now and I can honestly say, I am so glad that we made it. I am so glad that we never gave up at the same time. That he stayed when I know he wanted to go and that I gave him one more chance when I wasn't sure I could.
I love you Jeremy, you are my fist and ONLY TRUE LOVE.
